Lova Lova

R.I.P to mah wifey Aaliyah :’(
She would be killin da game if she was still alive

This is in NO type of order::

1.Chris B
2.Bobby V
3.Lloyd
4.Brandon Hines
5.Trey Songz
6.R Kelly
7. Day26
8.J Holiday
9.Jagged Edge
10.Drake (when he’s singing lol)
11.Total
12.Ryan Leslie
13.Mario
14.Keri Hilson
15.Marques Houston
16.Keyshia Cole
17.Mary J!
18.Neyo
19.112
20.The Dream, Brandy,Ashanti, Amerie lmaoo I have tooo many favs, they would make a meeean playlist :)

I didn’t get to express mah feelings from yesterday so here I go; I officially don’t have ANY sissy’s. I only have ONE sister nd she’s blood. No more saying someone is mah sissy, if I actually got replaced. Dat shit dead hurt mah feelings but whatever, dis isn’t highschool nd I should be able to look over this but it did make me feel some type of way. So it aint nuthin’

Nicki looks so cute in dat Letting Go (Dutty Love) video :) I ♥ her ! Oh nd da song is by Sean Kingston

Now dat I think about it; when I stupidly said no to u dat day, nd u moved on, mah mistake was not movin on too :( now everything is beyond screwed nd idk how were gonna fix it; is it beyond repair?

Lol Lil Wayne is too funny on the ‘Cryin out for me’ remix smh

I wish I can make it official;
Break it off with u nd I;
So much put into this;
That it makes me wanna cry;
Of how long dis luv has lasted;
Nd how bad I wanna save it;
But you have someone else;
It makes me wanna forget u;
But how can I let u loose?;
There’s so many wishes;
I have upon dis _________;
I guess it was a mistake;
To allow mahself to fall dis deep;
I can’t get out dis hole;
Too far down, I have reached;
All I need is a sign;
To lift me from dis mess;
How can I live without u;
Is mah biggest fear as of yet;

Its finally August, summer is almost over, schools about to start nd I’m ready. I’m just disappointed. I keep puttin mah faith into dis heartbreaker nd he fails everytime. The last couple of weeks since we made up were nice, saw him once a week. We had our deep convos nd jokes. Can’t lie, I miss him but the urge of tears are not as fluent. I cried so bad on friday that on saturday I woke up new. Idk if that’s the last of the tears to leave mah system but I know dat fightin dem to prevent them from comin down is better. I feel a lil stronger but not where I need to be. I wondered if changin mah number would help but I was told to not do dat. I’ll think of about dat. I think cuttin all contact would be best, nd its like I have to build that courage to do it, which I’m tryin. I love him, yes but the lies, fakeness, me not knowing him anymore smh, just can’t deal. I just wish our friendship could’ve lasted. But our so called relationship was confusing nd wrong. So 100205 doesn’t live anymore. Tears formed as I wrote dat but I’m holdin it back. No more tears! I’m stronger den dis! A certain part in mah life he wasn’t there nd I think in due time I can live with it. I just hope he doesn’t pop up again, deep down I feel he is *sigh* shit he was soo important to me nd now he’s gone :( but I wish him the best in his relationship now. I noticed I was the problem all along nd I had to cut mahself out the equation in order to better things. The severity of this mess is high nd mah friend told me dat dis might not be over, but I want it to be. The less I think, see, nd touch him; I can forget. For the last time…I love you nd u were a big impact on me, I enjoyed all our times together nd I wish there was less bad times but hey; we made it this way nd now its time to let go, just like u told me once before…have a nice life. Mourning over u will be awhile but living in mah ♥ will be forever, :-* last kiss goodbye